Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Waiting on Life or Death
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Tapestry
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Alone in Belief
Friday, December 10, 2010
Resurrection
These tears hidden behind these eyes are under no spell.
guiding your words to my heart to where they dwell.
Groveling for breath in this world of men,
no matter I feel trapped once again.
Hearing you speak with those hateful words to me
is like a thousand spears that drown out my soul
and into a dream.
Castrating ever emotion I ever could feel,
if only writing these words could keep my mind sealed.
I don't want to become the demon I once was,
so i give my mind a round of applause.
Begging for mercy to be just like you, but
i'm constantly finding away to make them askew.
Dear mind, i loathe the way you think and the lies you tell me.
How could you become my worst enemy.
Dragging through filth with the dirt on my knees,
all bloodied and buried underneath these feet.
Sought out after the grave of who I buried long ago,
watching it slowly resurrect from head to toe.
Breaking that inner spirit I once thought I head,
shattering my dreams which made this scar bled.
Pain on my skin feels no different then,
suddenly the past is rising from the dead.
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Things People Don't Tell You About Sex Before Marriage
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
A Closing Chapter, A New Promise, The Unexpectant Truth
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Bitterness Could Turn Sweet
Wipe the Insanity off my face,
give me a look I can't ignore perhaps something more.
This scream fills my dreams like an unheard melody
within the rotten seam. Destiny is calling you
To that unheard song you once new. All these hours
screaming out, finally untrapped me from this doubt.
Show me how to follow the flowing water that
guides me to a safe place ive never been.
Only through Him I say.
Without these words I have no faith.
Without you the deal is broke
and without you I know i'll choke.
Without you I feel the dirt and I feel the pain,
But with you ah thats different to say.
With you I am strong.
With you I am whole
and with you, i have a love
i've never known.
Help me be more like you.
I want to live the purpose you have for me.
Help me only look towards you.
Kill the bitterness, break down the walls
and just set my heart free.
Memories in these Walls
So many memories we have
So many days he carried.
Life is short, just a vapor away.
In a glimpse of an eye, it is here and
gone today.
We reminisce of the past
of what he did, what he gained
and what we lost.
Deep down inside, we know that he's
in a better place.
No sorrow, no anguish and no pain.
Memories in these walls that
are painted by a vision.
Letting go makes it the
hardest decision.
But having hope and knowing he was saved,
gives us peace in knowing Dave
and where he is today.
"With Jesus in Heaven"
I hear toddlers say,
making tears come from my
eyes, marking a smile on
my face.
Let this be a realization to us all,
as these memories hang on the wall.
He was a man of brilliance and wit
He gave up his time and pursued his gift.
He managed to love his wife, children and family.
He was stubborn and never gave up easily.
We morn over his loss
but in the end we know who paid
the cost.
For our sins and iniquities,
it was Jesus Christ who died for Dave,
for you and for me.
And that is how he's rejoicing in heaven
on this very day, because he loved
the Lord and his sins were washed away.
*In memory of Dave B Curie- a Loving Husband, Father, Brother, and Grandfather
By: Elyse Foltz
Escape
Escape
It seems these things come like electricity
Circuiting through every fiber being in me.
Rushing and racing- while my heart stops
Only for a second does it make it drop.
It seems these things come like toxicity
Suckling underneath the bridge of simplicity.
It doesn’t feel real. It feels like a dream.
As I hear the cries and I hear the screams.
Shadows looking over, the sun
Captures memories; hoping to make a run.
Blissful skies, tranquil lies;Anything to get this pain to subside.
Trying to process this emotional bind.
Creating a passage way from my heart to my mind.
Praying- imagining- hoping that life will go on
.Needing time- to leave; escape- here I come, Milan.
By: Elyse Foltz