Against Divorce

Friday, October 31, 2008

Every

Every Sip I Taste of the Cold Air and Every Breath I Take of the Blue Sky, Makes me Feel Alive.
Every Smell I Drink and Every Though I think, Beauty is My Guide.

Every Moment I Wake and Every Color I Paint, I Think of You.
Every Trouble I Encounter and Every Issue That I Faulter, I Reflect What I Do.

Every Scenic Route I Take and Every Thought I Reach, Has Brought The Sun.
Every Calm Within the Storm and Every Gust Against the Norm, I Understand.

Every Dream That We See and Every Hope that We Know, Has Come to the Hill.
Every Glimpse of Rain and Every Shorn of Happiness, Is Laiden by the Window Sill.

Every Heart So Empty and Every Tear So Clear.
Every Though Approaching as You Draw So Close, So Near.

Friday, October 24, 2008

My Struggle Lately

The way I feel can not be told; I'm some how submissed under the layers that fold.
My lips catch themselves so nothing can be said. I wait for the day for my silence to be dead.
Somehow, Someway my mind is blank. With so many thoughts yet hard to say.
I can't count all the things that encircle my mind which makes my heart reckless for most of the time.
This feeling takes over me that makes me loose my breathe; my lungs feel like they have been collapsed underneath my chest.
My very own words taken from me by hurts from the past. Judging me before I even speak the words aloud.
Somehow the doors of freedom have closed in my heart. Yet the willingness to try has not let me part.
This habit that has caught me within its web, has yet to devour me within its contraption.
I need the chains unlocked, the door opened and my mind set free!
I need the condemnation to be lifted off my memory!
My thoughts inspired by the person inside, however I feel like it's something that I have left behind.
The reason for my actions or the words I don't say, is not because i'm inhumane.
It's something inside me that's holding me back, pulling me away from everything good that's intact.
I need to let the forces go that engross my inner soul; for once i need to speak out and just say no.