Opinions Set in TIme.

In the crossings of my mind, I feel I'm only led by time.
With so many opinions put in perspective, I feel my own thoughts have been neglected.
I need not to change my own pace, that makes up the expression on my face.
I have given into temptation, in my own mind it has read condemnation.
I've let my inner soul be devoured, and in turn has led my heart to sour.
With all these thoughts, I need to stand. Not on other's beliefs that run through the sand.
But in my own that I can base my own opinions on; that set the course of time beyond.

Update- School and Such

So I arrived at Kent State University friday night and moved in my dorm, Centennial D, Saturday afternoon. It was quiet. I could hear snow fall from the roof; that's how quiet.
But I liked it. It was calm. Although I had to move everything in by myself, which wasn't exactly fun, it was nice. So far no roommate and i'm crossing my fingers for there not to be this semester. I feel like that could way me down perhaps. Or just create a boundary to concentration. Living by myself I can do what I want to do, when I want to do and I like that. . . very much. As far as friends go, not too many so far. I mean I have friends from last year but no new ones quite yet. However, I have met a few people on my floor who seem to be pretty chill so that's always awesome.
Job? Zero at this moment in time. A few weeks from now? most likely not. I'm going to try.
But like I said in my last blog, this year is to succeed beyond myself. That's what i'm here for.
And if I can do that, that maybe a job will pop up somewhere along the lines of this semester.

I already miss my family. . . which is odd. But i'll get over it. It's just weird not having them around. Kinda strange. Like i'm a freshman all over again, except i know where i'm going, how to use my flashcard, and where the good places to eat are.
I also miss my man. I know. . . EVERYONE in the world says that, however i sincerely do.
Jack's in California training before he's off to Iraq (or Afganistan). I'm counting down. . . one month...before i get to see him. But this shall pass too.

Well this entry seemed to be more like a journal rather than a blog. But hey, that's what makes writing, writing. You can write whatever the heck you want and no one gives. It's kinda nice.
Until next time i'm off.

More Passionate

I'm antisipating going back to school. . . almost.
More of, I'm ready to start a new beginning, a new path, a new direction.
I have a yearning to learn more, to become successful, and try with my hardest.
Last year, my freshman year, was a struggle.
Although my grades weren't horrible, they weren't made with the best of my ability.
I fell back forgetting my morals, forgetting where I've come from and I let others influence me.
I've learned from my mistakes, my actions; the good and the bad. Now. . .
This year, 2009, I can't wait to make a hard effort to fulfill my goals and to become who
I want to be.
This year, it WILL be different.
and THAT is what I simply can't wait for or antisipate for very much longer.
I'm willing to not let myself Fall again. . . i've become more passionate.