The timing is seething, and yet I stand here, unaware of where my future will lead to. I have many hopes, dreams and passions that I wish to follow. Most of me says "Yes, you can do it, just take the leap of faith" and the other small portion tugs at me saying "No, it's change, frightening, and it IS a big leap".
Sitting here, thinking of what this BIG opportunity holds for my future, I know it has been in me all along, for so many years. I wish it was simple to make this decision, but there are so many BUTS yet not enough for me to erase it from my yesses.
I've seen this experience, opportunity and honor in my hands for so many years, but now I have finally decided to embrace, hold on, and accept this chance of a lifetime that I have been longing to find.
My heart questions my mind if I'm physically, emotionally and spiritually ready for something so big; to change my plan that I have been thinking for myself.
My mind is ready, my family is ready, my education is ready, and my heart is ready; this i know for sure. But am I all together set out to do this? Is this the plan that has been pulling at me for so long?
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